wow

i havent been on in forever, stupid exams. anyway ill try and update stuff, not that people actually read it anyway but still.

art

these drawings are all drawings that i have worked on in the past few hours.
please let me know what you think.

memories

this is a picture i drew yesterday, it evolved a lot, it started off as part of a face and random drawings but i kept working on it. it shows a girl standing far up on the beach with the wind blowing in her hair, with the ocean in the background. the sun is setting and the birds are flying in the distance. a dolphin is also jumping through the water. you can see footprints in the sand and a rock ridge behind her.
what do you think she is thinking about....

take a breath

of the sweet, calm air.
take a step through the freshly cut grass.
feel the gentle breeze passing by you, bringing the scents of nature.
take a breath and let every worry disappear and bring you a sense of hope.
and stare in aw at the beauty thats around you.
the colors blend into one
telling a story as they wash together
bringing us a look at a world we long for
one with no worries, only dreams.
step into the dreams that lie on your heart
and know that nothing is impossible.
and everything is achievable.
if you take a breath,
and step in the sky,
fly high and soar knowing it will never end.

sing that sweet country song

i love the country so much. its so calming and everyone seems so happy when they're hanging around a farmhouse with family singing old stupid campfire songs. it seems like thats when people are the happiest. the song "chicken fried" is one of my favorite songs because it reminds me of that country feeling that you have your family and your friends and when your all together, thats all that matters, you don't need anything else.
times in your life may seem harsh and you may want to just give up, believe me, i know, been there and done that, don't want to go back. but honestly, things are never as bad as they seem. they could always be worse. there are people out there that have gone through so much more than any of us have, and some of us may be those people. but don't take things for granted.
look at the glass as half full instead of half empty. say the sun is almost risen not almost set.
what is life without a chance.
what is anything without hope, without strength, without peace, without any glimmer in the distance telling us everything will be okay.
don't take life for granted, you never know what you're gonna get or what you're gonna lose.
its a climb. but seriously its worth it when you reach the top.
you risk everything by risking nothing.

keep the faith

i took these pictures a few weeks ago, and they all connect to faith with me. yes even the water. i am a strong christian and love God with all my heart, so no rude comments please.
but remember always..keep the faith, know He is there all the time and nothing can take that away.

bad day

okay so i'm tired of having bad days.
ever had a guy who you thought was completely sweet and you felt like you could talk to him about anything...and then next thing you know, he turns and tells you to piss off? yeah got that today.
haa i didn't like him, but i thought it was nice to actually have some guy listen to you for once and understand. haa this guy told me that he hated that girls changed all the time, well he should turn around and realized he did what he said he didn't like people to do. he changed. within a day. but i guess you never really know somebody even after two years.
haha every single guy i've met has been like this.
seriously i don't think theres any guys out there who actually seem to care or actually have human feelings anymore.
i mean there are some but yeah not common, they're all taken. most of the time anyway.
but yeah.

also people don't know when to shut up, they seem to think they're so funny and everyone loves them because they find reasons to make other people feel small. not stupid but small. yeah it never works people. it makes a persons day bad sure, but get over yourselves and realize the people who are the biggest are the smallest in real life.
life isnt a fantasy. its a nightmare.
hahaaa

ok stupid rant of the day is over.